let's see what happens
wait let me write dis blog entry tmr im a busy gal (im not im just falling asleep at my computer rn)!!
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2nd july
so we got our english marks back today for the last assessment and my friend tried to khs over it haha so fun. she seemed fine over text afterwards and like trusted adults or whatever know about it but genuinely my brain is buzzing like crazy. shame we cant check that one off the 2026 bingo card ig
about that anyways i got a 70% which like considering the only study i did for it was making my quote sheet in 20 minutes (i did not do any classwork, homework, or the practice essay) so im not surprised but it does mean my future is lwk cooked wtvr
also got geo marks back which i got a 90% which like is good but also considering i did study for geo and i usually get higher than this im like ooh girl your atar is over you cannot afford to start fumbling geo
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4th july
the anniversary of my brother's death lol. bummed around and did nothing all day (saturday) since its the first day of the winter holidays.
I did try to help around the house and generally be nice (made lunch, went outside to do some yardwork, participated in family boardgames) but for the most part just watched youtube played games and moped about
we were going to visit his grave tomorrow after church (I wouldve had to go back to my parents church which the idea of makes me quake in my boots fr) but my sister caught a cold so I am saved (for a week). I want to visit him too but Im genuinely afraid of going to the family church and sitting in the same room as those people again.
what everrrr I just crashed out at night and cried and questioned how I was gonna manage the next two weeks of break without seeing my therapist or anyone from school to keep me sane
happy 4th of july to the losers (affectionate) from the us of a lmfaooo
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